Sorry, about the last post. I was angry and didn't quite know how to react.
I love Busan a lot. I really do. As always there's a but. In Ulsan, I have a lot of friends that I felt I could count on. I could go to a place and guarantee that I would know people there. In Busan, I haven't built up a system like that yet. And that's uncomfortable sometimes. It's a bit more lonely, I guess. I knew this would be an issue when I moved cities, but it's hitting me hard lately.
I also forgot how much I hate January in Korea. I hate the cold. It's not even that cold compared to New England, but I guess with the lack of snow it doesn't feel as though it should be this cold. Nobody wants to go out or move or really anything. I still don't understand how I'm from New England and Busan's cold is affecting me this much.
I downloaded a Korean course on my computer in the hopes of learning more Korean. I get so annoyed when I only understand about half of what people are saying. It was better understanding nothing because then I didn't care. But half is a big huge tease.
Plus, I've been feeling as though my mind needs to be challenged. I've read 2 books in a week. I haven't done that since college. I need to challenge and expand my mind. Perhaps studying Korean will help me to do this.
I'm not sure if this will really happen or not, but I'm thinking about living in New York with Stephanie Chueng when I return. Of course, there are many factors, but most people who know me have always known that I wanted to move there all throughout college. We shall see.